Wednesday, 04 February 2009

  • Not my best...

    The sun rises,
    But my heart falls.
    Where does all my energy go?
    Where is my life?

     I try to stay together,
    I try not to be blown away.
    But some how I am taken back
    And punished for all my wrongs.

    My cognitive process seems
    So broken,
    So lifeless,
    So wrong.

    But some how I will get through it.
    I will prevail.
    I will heal.
    I will love.

    Lord lead my through this rough patch.
    Keep me safe in Your arms.
    Hold me close when I want to run.
    Let me know that it will be okay.

Monday, 26 January 2009

  • 1-26-09

    I wrote this as I was walking down to my locker a bit earlier...it just flowed into my mind...



    Sad little angel, come, I'll dry your tears.
    Sad little angel, I'll protect you from your fears.

    Sad little angel, I'll hold your hand.
    Sad little angel, I'll lead you to a peaceful land.

    Sad little angel, please know I love you.
    Sad little angel, your faith I will help renew.

    Sad little angel, there is hope.
    Sad little angel, there are other ways to cope.

    Sad little angel, what was done to you is wrong.
    Sad little angel, I'm sorry you were so young.

    Sad little angel, I promise you WILL pull through.
    Sad little angel, I hope your future hurts will be few.

    Sad little angel, may God rest your sweet little soul.
    Sad little angel, those people will one day pay their toll.

Sunday, 28 December 2008

  • I think I may go hurt myself.  Why?  Because I just realized that I'll never see him again...yay...I've been left...yet again, it seems...how lovely.

  • "Silent Tears"...does anyone hear me?

    Silent tears roll down my cheeks.
    I inhale and exhale--in utter defeat.
    Even though I know I am loved,
    Never do I seem to feel it.
    Thy Word is the only thing that can stop this feeling.
     
    Tears are rolling down with confusion & hurt.
    Ears of humans cannot hear me.
    Although I am confused, I know You are there.
    Reaching down from Heaven You are, wiping away my tears of shame.
    Silent tears, therefore, are not silent because You hear me.

Friday, 19 December 2008

"You are covered by the blood of Christ even when you bleed." ~Jim
"Listen less to your own thoughts and more to God's thoughts." ~François Fénelon.
Carpe Diem. Translation: Seize the day.
Collige virgo rosas. Translation: Gather, girl, the roses.
Memento mori. Translation: Remember that you are mortal.
To understand the heart and mind of a person, look not at what s/he has already achieved, but at what s/he aspires to do. --Kahlil Gibran
Nothing is impossible; there are ways that lead to everything, and if we had sufficient will we should always have sufficient means. It is often merely for an excuse that we say things are impossible. --de La Rochefoucauld
Character cannot be developed in ease and quiet. Only through experience of trial and suffering can the soul be strengthened, vision cleared, ambition inspired, and success achieved. --Helen Keller
Those who aim at great deeds must also suffer greatly. --Plutarch